I forgive everything u did because

I need you,

I trust you and I trust every single word that come out from ur mouth,

I love you and I realli mean it,

And I hope everthing ll be ok,

I don't wan u to get hurt when I am (always) not around.

It's indeed make me feel something.

The feeling that can't be describe but onli can be feel deeply inside...

I always trying to satisfy you to make you happi

wish what I did realli worth for it

All this year, it mean alot to me, realli alot

Jus wan you to know I ll always be there for you no matter what happen

I wont leave you

♥ I love you ♥

The love that never end... (this is wat i hope)

^^ Wrote this for nothing lolx XD^^

Syiok sendiri saja

I am still the same

oh ya forgot to wish myself...

HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!!

already 20... so old XD

Aight

~Ciaoz~

Thx for all of y'all wishes... Thx alot ^^ hav a nice day ^^

Degree L!f3

I just finished my week 2 in MMU for this trimestes ^^ totally diff from TARC... I mean the way v learn & being taught.. if u used to teach by lecturer during ur class, u ll find it is weird when u come to MMU n learn everything with computer @.@

V hav to online to get ourselve copy of lectures notes, tutorial questions, info regarding our assignments..etc... everything is deal with computer... Recently I hav start my first assignment which is quite fun... V r assign to create a blog and post at least 2 posts per week about creative stuffs or jus ur own artwork... XD can visit my blog at http://crazie-stuffz.blogspot.com (purposely for tis subject) ^^

Aight.. Jus a short post...

-ciaoz-

What the f*** BHP???

I jus online playing my facebook n saw a link from my frens post about BHP petrol 'MALAYSIA'!!!

A girl is burned to death in the car during an accident happened at Cheras bout 320am... A pass by driver saw the accident and would wan to help... A girl stuck inside the car and the engine start to hav fire spark... the driver drove to nearest petrol station to lend fire extinguisher.. de workers refused to lend it and said tat de door cannot be open to take out the fire extinguisher... They quarrel for quite long and even said will report to the police if the driver refused to go away...

The driver bac to see wat happen to the girl but its already too late... the girl is burned to death inside the car.. when police arrived, the driver told the police bout wat happen at BHP petrol.. the police also scold wif anger bout wat had happen...

when they call to the so call the managing director Tan Kim Thiam.. he said he was regret bout wat had happened and said robberies usually happened during late nite... WTF... He summor said the workers do not see any accidents happened tats y never help... wat kind of comment is tat?? TKT, if ur family is inside the car tat time n ppl refused to help? wat will u feel? Train ur workers properly la!!! got money but no brain!!! yeah go ahead n sue me for wat i say here..

Damn sad wei living here as one of Malaysians... tis news can be read online by the star...

http://thestaronline.com/news/story.asp?file=/2010/6/4/nation/6402033&sec=nation

boycott BHP!!! dun fill in petrol ther!!!

-ll be dead for a moments-

Tis is jus a short updatez bout me... ^^ I ll not be able to online for at least a month bcoz I ll be moving to seri kembangan tis weekends... study at MMU... finally they approve my application after it been hold for few weeks due to some f***ing prob wif previous coll (TARcoll).. ><>

Tis is wat i choose to learn, study n be part of my life ^^ design, design, design!!! I got alot of doodles, sketches, graffiti haven post in my blog... lazy to take pix XD but i promise ll upload after i get my new connection soon... ^^

All the best to myself in new environment (MMU) ^^ gud luck

-ciaoz-

Something about science ^^

wootsss.... the title make tis post look vry bored or sort of like nerdy perhaps XD haha

i am not goin to talk about some new discoveries or inventions...

It is something about wat the media trying to do nowadays for young generation...

Whether wat I am goin to write is true or not, at least u can see it urself and judge it urself...

(mayb some of u hav read bout it before but I'll still blog bout it.. u can say its not a big deal bout tis but at least it attract me though^^)

I was once so crazy wif the Transformers movies and their toys even it is now XD haha

so, recently I hav been checking on their pictures, blog and all sort of stuff regarding transformers... yeah u can say i am a kid.. (i never deny that) I am a kidults XD haha

aight.. aight... bac to my main purpose of tis blog... the picture below is a black and white picture of someone. guess is who? ^^ u can google for tis picture... is a real picture of some1 vry famous...

Is Albert Einstein when he was young... Is he reminds u of some1 in the transformer's movies?

now look at de 2nd picture of 'Sam Witwicky' XD

is they look familiar? cont to read my post ^^

tis is the purpose I blog bout it... I was so surprised the 1st time i saw the picture of einstein when he was young from some1's post bout the comparison between both of them...

I am trying to blog bout wat i hav read from his/her post...

said in the post, there are so many actors out there but y they chose tis young man? they could hav be some reason for tat... Tis is wat the media trying to do to... the entire movie is sending the message "Science is cool"...

While Megan Fox is just a flower vase XD purpose is to use 'sex' to sell 'science'

(tis is wat almost all the industry trying to do now especially fashion industry, to use sexappeal to sell their product...)

it's true rite? ^^

so, is it Michael Bay goin on some kind of mission under US government or NASA to promote the power of techologies, engineering, logics and science to the younger generation??? XD

Aight... tis is the end of my story about science... don't blame me if u think it is bullshit.. it is quite true for me in certain aspect especially bout the technologies these days... there's alot of hi-tech thingy v might never seen before especially if it is deal wif military... alot of secret behind ther to be find out ^^

-ciaoz-

Expression thru art

This is my expression about 'City'....

Full of rubbish, dirt, jam, pollution, buildings, etc.

An artwork can tell thousand words... ^^

...Imagine it by urself...

-Ciaoz-

Another usual month (boring)

...May...

waiting my results at TAR coll... Hope to get something tat i wan ^^

I am actually still thinking whether the course i wan to study at MMU is realli wat i wan???

I realli dunno until i get to know all of it but there's no time for me to go study all of them so i hav to bet... Hopefully i'll win my bet or else i ll regret XD

Aight.. 4get it ^^ my recent drawing... As usual no nid explain much... Tis is the onli thing i love to draw ^^ Try it, u'll know it... No rulez... Freedom!!! ^^

Top : Is a chinese character.. My surname "梁"

Below : Quite old skul wif the solid alphabet.. lil bit 3d...

'STYLE'

tats all ^^

- ciaoz -

...April Happenings...

Aight.. As some of y'all know tat i jus finished my last sem for my last yr in my diploma ^^ so???

I never seems to be happi wif tat.. bcoz is jus diploma okayyyyy... Not a big deal.. still got alot to learn & a vry long journey to explore in designer's world...

I am waiting my result to come out on ???th somewher in May (hopefully)... Alot of stuff nid to be done while waiting for tat f*ing results lol.. I hav to go to de office to approve tis submit tat bla bla bla den go mmu giv tis n tat.. omg... and the expired date for the registration in MMU end on 24th May.. Evrything hav to be done before de date.. so i realli hope evrything go well...

Nx I hav to edit n touch up my art works to make a portfolio for myself.. request for entering MMU... n I hav to take MUET to enter MMU o.0 @.@ T_T... (showing so many expressions bcoz i dunno how shall i react XD) dunno is tough onot..

okie.... after see my craps... My recent drawing... Or should I said design or graffiti style or someting else XD the word 'drawing' jus seems to be annoyed me bcoz i hate drawing XD haha...

aight.. aight... My frenzzz jus told me to design something for ourselve as tis is our last sem.. bcoz v all bz wif de stuff (assignments =.=") so i just drew it few days ago... It written ther D2 forever DGD2 ^^ is my group in my course.. And I had post it in Facebook and tag all my groupmates.. they seems to like it or jus simply put a 'like' on it?? XD haha... anyway they plan to used it to do a button and a t-shirt.. so I ll try my best to redraw it and edit in computer & send to my fren to make the t-shirt... so mayb it can be done in these few days??? dependsss XD

Another model kit of mine ^^ I jus a lil bad luck.. everytime when my wallet start to bleeding, new models ll come out in the market... I cant buy them T_T anyway tis doesn't cost tat much so i still can afford to buy it.. aiming for few more models which total amount reaching thousand bucks or more than tat o.0

(tunggu saya kaya dulu) XD

i writing tis craps on 3.16am.. went to ChillOut Bistro&Restaurant jus now wif frens to sort of 'yum cha' haha... my fren jus ordered me a Kilkenny Pint (I hope i never spell it wrong).. is an Irish Beer.. not bad.. not much diff from normal beer.. wat so interesting bout tis place is tat, if i not mistaken every friday nite ll hav a show.. wat show??? Aqua show?? is not water or fish lolx... is 'aqua' tau tau jelah, takyah explain banyak XD

few of them actually looks quite beautiful... I was jus impressed how they hide the 'thingy'.. they wearing vry little...

and i wont be goin to tis place after tis... they should hav put a bracket on the entrance written ther ('aqua' show and Indians nite)

tat place is full of indians lolx.. wat a 'gud' friday nite..

And and.... haha XD sry ya I lazy to post so many times so i just try to compile evrything in this post.. I ll goin to meet Tokio Hotel on 1st may.. Accompany Eris to go as she so gila wif the Bill Kaulitz XD haha... but I ll sure enjoy tat nite... 'janji seronok' my trade marks ^^

N take care all my frensss ^^ especially from college... we would hardly meet each other again after tis ^^

and farewell to Henry who flying to France tis Sunday for 3 months training... all the best n take care..

sorri ya i think i cant make it to go airport tis sunday... jus take care buddy..

waiting u bac Malaysia ^^

~NitezZz~

Woooo... ^^ awesome XD

When ppl usually bz wif assignmentsss, I would rather sitting here doin nonsense...

Again... I realli got loads of stuff to design for the coming exhibition but yet I still wasting my time ^^

I was thinking last nite wat will happen when comic arts meet graffiti? So I try to combine both in my works ^^ the result not too bad.. gud try for myself ^^

XD so perasan XD

sketch wif pencil and edit wif artliner
I jus bought some marker recently.. so I try to use it... Not bad huh??? but sadly i dun hav the color tones for human skin, if not i ll make the character in color.. haiz... mayb nx time
I ll keep on trying something new.. at least for myself ^^

okie... gtg... cont wif my assignmentsss =.="

...sienz...

Random

The very last sem at Tar College for my Diploma in Graphic Design... I've been pratising on marker rendering which supposed to be learn since the 1st sem or in 1st yr... This is wat u ll get if u study in a wrong college.. I am in the last sem... yeah, suppose to be happi since i've learn alot of skills but i'll say 'no' for tis coll... i found tat i've wasted my 2yrs here...

Nvm... i never blame anything since tis is not a cheap college but 'affordable' lolx =.="

I went to MMU open day las Sunday... Listen to a talk by Prof. Harold bout creative multimedia.. And i saw all their students work... my portfolio cant even compare with a portfolio from their foundation students... Their work is amazingly great & nice... Unfortunately i cant take any pix from their e-gallery... U're not allowed to take any picture inside the gallery...

So i decided to further on my study at MMU on Media Innovations.. Hope i manage to get in June intake, if not i ll hav to wait for nx yr wher it seems to be too late for my ages... T_T getting older.. time hav passed too fast lolx...

Bored

'CRAZIE'

1st week of my las sem just passed... Assignment! Assignment! Asignment!!! lolx.. i still not ready yet for any assignment.. 1st is bcox of cny mood... still wan a longer holidae for tat but i hav to rush my assignemnt again tis upcoming weeks... nx week alr got presentation (so fast T_T)

Just draw a graffiti again (paper work).. i would rather do something i wan than doin all those assignment lolx... XD


A book of mine.. i bought it last yr around December in Kinokuniya.. Cost RM1++... dun o.0. the book is cheap... other cost more than 200 lolx... but i ll cont buying book regarding graffiti.. i can learn alot from it.. ^^

Pic below is a toy I bought recently... it's height is a lil bit shorter than a pen... RM1++ ^^ i willing to spend money on something i like... especially toyzzzz ^^ i ll try my best to post more bout my toys.. ther's alot in my house and my room...

-ciaoz-

when i am bored, wat else i will do if not graffiti XD ^^ it is part of my hobby and job perhaps XD mayb i can earn money wif tat someday ^^ haha... 1 of my fren asking me to draw something for her n she wan it to be in comp... so, here it is.. i can try something new again... 1st time drawing graffiti in the comp...

The words is 'AMORE P'SEMPRE' which means forever love from the info i got from her ^^

1st finishing work seems to be more simple... den do some touch up on the color...

So the 2nd seems to be more colourful n yet diff style jor XD haha...

haha.. actually she dun wan to let her bf noe tat i helping her do tis... but it seems they ll not view my blog i think XD so i jus post it lolx... haha

sienz ah at home... i ll post more of my work soon since nothing to do at home... jus wait for my mood to come XD

...ciaoz...

I can't wait XD

Recently i hav the mood to learn more bout graffiti since i am lack of experience... so i plan to start to spray my room before i can realli goin out for bombing session n vandalise like how others graffiti writers do.. ^^ so i hav done few sketches jus like i oways did when i draw graffiti wif pens...

Color tat i choose for my graffiti.. its not enuff here.. is jus 5 cans but I not enuff money to purchase more T_T so just finish tis 1st... The spray is from Nippon brand... call Nippon Pylox.. can get it from any hardware shop for bout RM7-RM7.90 for normal spray.. for fluorescent type, it's lil bit expensive bout RM11.5...

Jus opened up to see the spray cap... tis is a normal spray caps for any other spray... i cannot do fine details wif onli 1 type of spray cap.. so i hav order from a graffiti writer... Jus talk to him bout the spray caps set.. i can get it within tis 2 weeks... hope i can get it before my holidays over... haha

aight.. so down here is the pamplets about the spray caps set tat i hav ordered n waiting for it ^^

If y'all interested to get 1 set, do let me noe or jus contact them urselve... the numbers n emails are shown below tis pamplet ^^

(click to enlarge so see clearly) ^^

can't wait to spray on the wall... XD once i done de works on the wall.. i ll post it here... showing u all how a newbie's work looks like XD haha

..ciaoz..

Pissed off

I wan to f_king blog bout tis f_king guy working in his damn f_king shop providing his stupid f_king service... I went to change my phone housing today... when talk bout comp stuff or phones, the 1st place comes up to our mind for sure is Plaza Low Yat... so ther's the place tis happen...

Walking up to 1st floor finding shop tat repair phones... tis shop is located near the escalator... The conversation -

Me: er... excuse me.. do u sell any phone housing here?

F_ker: yup... wat is ur phone model?

Me: (showing him my phone) is W580... Is it ori?

F_ker: No v never sell ori but actualluy no diff wan...

Me: is th quality good?

F_ker: (take my phone)ya it's good.. so wat color u wan?

Me: I wan white.. How much ah?

F_ker: is jus RM80... btw y u wan to change ur casing? it looks good

Me: ya but the button ed damage so i wan to change it

F_ker: oo.. but v never provide along wif the button...

Me: but i wan the button.. do u hav it?

F_ker: ya of coz... so including the button i ll sell u RM95 la... vry cheap

Me: ok den.. change for me...

I sitting ther waiting him to change my phone housing... bout 1hour (quite slow)

Finally done...

F_ker: Er.. u check ur phone n see (holding my phone.. never let me hold) u try to press all the button.. its quite hard bcoz ur previous wan already damage i change new one for u...

Me:Ok.. (pressing the button.. its hard)

F_ker:(quickly change to let me see the camera) now u check ur camera all tat.. everything is fine.. do u drop ur phone before?

Me: ya.. drop before tats y de button got prob..

F_ker: Oo... but ur phone realli damage alot... i saw it jus now when i open de casing...

Me: ya lo.. wan change phone liao...

(make everything short)

I jus give him money n went off... i sms when i walking to sg wang... 1st 2 msgs were delivered successfully... den i notice that my phone never vibrate... nx i cant send msg anymore... i dunno wat the hell wif my phone... i try to restart my phone, is de same... den i pass by a shop in sg wang... i ask him to check my phone... tis guy vry kind... i tell him everything n he help me check my phone without charging me any money.. he summor curse tat F_ker.. he said 'wa so diu la tat guy.. wher can like tat... cheat customer...'

u noe wat.. after he check my phone, he explain to me evrything... jus now the F_ker did something to my keypad... he cut off something tat link to the vibrator so my vibrator not functioned... not onli tat.. the keypad itself, he took the wan suppose to belong to my phone n change a cheap wan for me... tats y he said now my phone keypad quite hard... the guy den help me test whether the vibrator can function onot... he change new keypad for me but its still not function.. he said he not sure the guy jus now got did anything other that tat.. he said he realli hav to open up my phone onli can see wat else he did.. but jus now ed almost 7, he said he scare not enuff time told me to come bac nx time n make sure come earlier so he can check properly...

lesson for the day: so call Plaza Low Yat... cheat ppl... tis is so call the place tat can find cheap n 'good' stuff... hell yeah... f_king bull$#!t...

Back Into The Mood Again ^^

Feel sorry to my blog... XD dying since past few months lol... Now I bac to the mood again to blog ^^ First of all congratz to my 2nd sis.. She just get married last week on 23rd Jan ^^

2nd is bout my student id card... =.=" I lost it yesterday at coll when i taking off my sweater... lesson of the day: do not put any important stuff inside ur sweater... lolx

If it happen during holiday i wont care bout it but i still got a last paper to take on tis coming thurs.. i cant enter exam hall without tis stupid id card lolx..

Went to coll tis morning, luckily i found it... Thx to some1 either student, staff or guards who found my id card n passed to the guard at library ^^
Even my Touch'nGo still ther XD haha

Ok 3rd is bout the coming exam... No mood to revise... u ll notice my 'existence' on facebook XD n now blogging lol... Anyway I still hav to revise.. i dun wan to fail any paper...

Next next is bout my plan after exam... My room ll become my drawing blocks bcoz i ll spray my room XD 1st time dealing wif spray cans.. hope i won't damage 'tat' drawing blocks XD

If everything go well i'll take pix to put on my blog ^^ haha

My plan after CNY... alot of things in my mind now... 1st get some money to change a new motherboard for my comps... i cant do my work & my comp cant work wif CS software anymore... XD 2nd I am thinking of changing course... Graphic is not wat i wan... I already get enuff of those basic skills tis 2 yrs... i wan to change to study Multimedia design... I aiming to get a place at MMU Cyberjaya... I hope i can fulfill their requirements.. they nid to see my portfolio lol... Hope everything go well...

ok, hav to get bac to my revision lolx...

Wish me luck ya on my last paper ^^

...ciaoz...